rtw 42.

12/2/09 fears

SPIDERS
dying
plane crashing
car accidents
loved ones dying
the dark, sometimes
heights, sometimes
safety issues
failure
too late - time is running out
ugly baby
babies
rejection
past mistakes' toll on my life
losing sight
losing hearing
growing old
senility
alzheimers
paranoia
schizophrenia
manic
cancer
losing the diamond from my ring

2 comments:

  1. you fear growing old? you want babies but you fear them? being too old to see them grow properly? would losing the diamond reset your life or become the fear you can't see past?

    ReplyDelete
  2. i don't want babies now. i've always had an irrational fear of having an ugly baby.

    ReplyDelete