sometimes i wonder what it would take
to make you fall in love with me
sometimes i say your name with mine
to see how it would sound
i can close my eyes and find
that path into your heart
i can move my lips and
mouth the things i could never say
why is there a feeling surrounding me
making me think that this isn't done?
why is it that she can say anything
and be accepted and understood
why can't you call me and tell me that you miss me?
why can't you think of me when you lay awake at night?
why can't you pull me aside and tell me how you feel?
it is with a heavy heart that i sit and wait for you.
because i can cling to fatalist thoughts
because i can tear my dreams apart.
because i can take anything you say the wrong way
because i want to.