rtw 113. 10/31/10

again & again & again.


i'm never going to learn my lesson.

no matter how much i think i will.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

no one seems to be able to help me with this.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always drink too fast.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

even when my shrink holds my hand.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

even though i want to more than anything.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

friday was the perfect example of that.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always rush into things with my heart.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

because i don't think before i speak.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll make the same shitty decisions every time.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

even when i try.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always depend on others to make me happy.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll never be truly comfortable alone in social situations.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll stay home instead, where i'm happy being alone.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll probably make a bad decision when it comes to choosing the person i want to be with.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll probably never be debt free.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always shop when i don't have money to spend. to try to make myself feel better.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll make hasty decisions without thinking of the big picture.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

having food around that isn't good for me will always be eaten.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

there will always be crumbs in my sheets.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always choose the less expensive thing, even when quality is at stake.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always think there's going to be a next time.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always opt to keep my mouth shut when i should just say what i want.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always take the passive approach.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll procrastinate until the day i die. luckily, i work well under pressure.

25 i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i might never be truly happy, the majority of the time.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll probably never brush my teeth at night.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

but i'm getting better at flossing.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

unless ever tries to teach me.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

crash dieting will always work drastically, and temporarily. carb addict.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i need a job that changes, not one that stays the same.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i need a passport.

32 i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always be online.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll probably always stalk from afar instead of just asking.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll drink coffee until it doesn't taste good, and will be up all night.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always go to sleep just to dream.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always depend on my parents to get me out of bad situations.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll bottle up my feelings, sometimes without knowing i am, and then snap.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'm getting tired of doing this. am i at 50 yet?

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll have great ideas, and not execute them.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i like to start and never finish.

40 i'm never going to learn my lesson.

and look where it got me.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always choose the broken ones.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i don't stand up for myself.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll undervalue my worth.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always forget.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always wait for the perfect time. and that time never comes.

46 i'm never going to learn my lesson.

because of that, i'll probably always miss out.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

boys are dumb.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always get my hopes up.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

even when i don't want to.

i'm never going to learn my lesson.

i'll always bite off more than i can chew.



surprised: how many always and nevers there are. no middle ground. and it's pretty harsh and negative. especially the phrase i thought of to repeat.

dangerous: drink too fast, rush into things with my heart, always depend on others to make me happy, bottle up feelings and snap,

charged: opt to keep my mouth shut when i should just say what i want, might never be truly happy, the majority of the time, have great ideas, and not execute them, and look where it got me, i'll probably always miss out, always get my hopes up

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