rtw 42.

12/2/09 fears

SPIDERS
dying
plane crashing
car accidents
loved ones dying
the dark, sometimes
heights, sometimes
safety issues
failure
too late - time is running out
ugly baby
babies
rejection
past mistakes' toll on my life
losing sight
losing hearing
growing old
senility
alzheimers
paranoia
schizophrenia
manic
cancer
losing the diamond from my ring

rtw 41. part 4.

12/2/09 free association - boil

boil.
bubble
fester
zit
blemish
bad skin
ugh.
gross
disgusting
on the stove
that's better
water
in a pot
set to boil
bubble
simmer
burn
turn it down
cook slower
stew
stewed tomatoes
what else?
this face mask
i can't breathe
but better than
breathing bad things in!
children
chatter
chattering
are we in the air yet?
cute at first
but after 5 mins,
10 mins, 15 mins?
not so much
descending.

rtw 41. part 3.

12/2/09 free association - fence

fence.
white picket.
grass is always greener
fenced in
stuck
enclosed
american dream
2.5 children
dog,
well-behaved
golden retriever
canine
guard dog
seeing eye dog
blind
blinded
blinders
blinds (not the verb)
blinds (v)
biting wind
sand in eyes
windy day at the beach
sunned
sun
son
daughter
eve
leave
leaves
falling

rtw 41. part 2.

12/2/9 free association - road.

road.
path
two 'which way signs'
split
fork in the
splitting off
paved
gravel
changing
changed
drive
driving
travel
road trip
i wish
passenger seat
crossing state lines with you by my side
where are we going?
are we there yet?
no kids
kids, someday?
put me down
on the ground
back, with feet
firmly planted
i like this
don't like fish
what?
where did THAT come from?
your mom
my mom
home.
almost.